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Sunday, 3 July 2022

Behind the Smiles

July 03, 2022 0 Comments

 

How sweet is the smiles would that be
A mask she wears everyday
Taking obstacles in every way
Hiding the secrets of pain and misery.

As these months just passed by
Sweet smile faded and tears rolled by
Feeling humiliated and I sighed
Heavyheartedness appeared so high.

Negative thoughts are rushing in
Breaking my hearts and my whole being
Depression wants to reign
Feeling of desolation begins.

Taking time to realize
What a waste of time to compromise
My whole me to jeopardize
What a stupid things to apprise.

Yes,
so close... very close!!!
Thanks God, He knows
Reminded me of how life goes
Smile should not fade away and will continues.

Monday, 30 May 2022

Variegated African Violet

May 30, 2022 0 Comments

Variegated African Violet is also called as Saintpaulia. This type of plant is one of my collections. I adored Variegated African Violet very long time however, this type of African Violet is hard to find in Canada. 

There are so many regular African Violet in most of the stores around where I live but I had purchased only one plant despite that I love their flowers. I still have this plant since 2013 until now and it blooms every year. 

Variegated African Violet first blooms

I remember, been searching Variegated African Violet in the internet but most of them were found in the US. In the year 2020 around May, I found a Facebook page of selling various types of African Violet. I jumped into joy because at last I can purchased the plant on my wish lists. I purchased 4 leaves cuttings and 4 babies unfortunately, the leaves rot. Then I bought another five different variegated African Violet where four of them survived but the leaves were rotten after 4 to 5 days. Then, here's the third purchased just around Montreal area, I bought three plants.

As you can see in my video those are my surviving Variegated African Violets. I tried leaf propagation some successful but the others failed however, I still tried.

This lonely bloom just recently from one of my Variegated African Violet I purchased online

Why I became obsessed of Variegated African Violet? well, simply because I'm plant crazy when it comes to variegated plants I guessed. No, the mean reason is that, they makes me happy, I forgot most of my worries when looking at them, the plants relieve my stress. I admit, to have a plants at home are additional chores but having these makes me worry free of what to do next, I just do what I love to do.

According to the website named Karen Hugg, that this variegated African Violet had been around since late 1950. Wow, that very long and I only noticed this type of African Violet in the year 2016 while browsing online for unusual variegated plants. The fuzzy and white-speckled white some are pink are such so pretty to my eyes. Yet this variegated one is a bit tricky to take care of than the regular one.

For caring my variegated African Violet still I'm not so sure if I did the right way however, I have to check them everyday as I observed they do not like their soil to be dried out. I made a wick to self water them however some seem doesn't work.

Most of my variegated African Violet are in my living room under the artificial lights. So far, I see that they are happy as they gave me flowers most of the time.

I watered them almost everyday for those in a tiny pot trying to avoid the leaves however, that is really hard to do. Every time, I water my plants not just the African Violet there's always water splashed all over.


Monday, 16 May 2022

Angry Birds Cupcake with Buttercream Icing

May 16, 2022 0 Comments


Angry Birds Cupcake with Buttercream Icing

It's been a while now I have not bake and decorated cake and or cupcakes. I really missed those days. Looking at my sweet creations in my Facebook photo album makes me realized how I creative I was back then compared these days. Maybe, I became so lazy that I won't do these baking stuff anymore. But you know that's not the case, All of my baking tools were ruined when were flooded from the dirty water (overflowed water from the toilet bowl full of ...) So, I do not have a choice I have to threw away all of my baking tools.

So much for that, I still remember how I did these cupcakes. I was using the recipe from Wilton Blog which is "Homemade Vanilla Butter Cream Frosting"

Below is the detailed instructions I followed from her site. 

Homemade Vanilla Butter Cream Frosting

EQUIPMENT

  • Silicone Spatula
  • Electric Mixer (for best results) or Hand Mixer

INGREDIENTS
 

  • ½ Cup Solid Vegetable Shortening (can be substituted for an additional 1/2 cup unsalted butter)
  • ½ Cup Unsalted Butter (1 stick softened)
  • 4 Cups Sifted Powdered Sugar (confectioners' sugar)
  • 2 Tablespoons Milk, Heavy Cream or Water
  • 1 Teaspoon Vanilla Extract (Pure or Imitation)
  • Pinch of Salt (Optional)

INSTRUCTIONS
 

  • Using an electric mixer fitted with beaters or a stand mixer fitted with the paddle attachment, cream the butter and shortening on a medium speed until light and fluffy. Beat in the vanilla extract and scrape down the bowl occasionally.
  • Gradually add the powdered sugar, one cup at a time. Start by mixing each cup on a low speed then transition to beating well on medium speed. Scrape down the sides and bottom of the bowl after each cup of sugar is added. When all the sugar has been mixed in, the frosting will appear dry and stiff.
  • Gradually add small amounts of cream or milk or water at a time until the desired consistency is reached. Continue to beat at a medium speed until light and fluffy. Scrape down the bowl once more and beat again to make sure all the ingredients are incorporated.
  • (Optional) Add a pinch of salt if too sweet and mix until completely dissolved.


Disclaimer: Credits belongs to the rightful owner, I have no intentions of infringing the content from other website instead I am just sharing the best recipe that works best for me. 

Thanks


Wednesday, 15 December 2021

A Heartfelt Surprise and a Gentle Reminder

December 15, 2021 0 Comments


What a pleasant surprise it was—a small gift from a child, though of course, it was the parents behind the thoughtful gesture. Just the idea that someone would take time to show appreciation to their child’s educator is so heartwarming. It reminds me that there are still parents who truly value and respect the role we play in their child’s life. After all, we spend long hours with their little ones, guiding, teaching, and caring for them as if they were our own.

Sadly, not all parents share the same appreciation. Believe it or not, there are some who still think of us as nothing more than babysitters. I’ve heard the hurtful term “glorified babysitter” more times than I can count—and every time, it stings. It dismisses everything we do and all the knowledge and dedication we bring to the classroom.


I hold a bachelor’s degree from my home country, and I also earned a diploma in Early Childhood Education here in Quebec. In 2015, the Ministère de la Famille recognized my qualifications and granted me a Level 2 certification the moment I entered the daycare field. Today, I am proudly working toward reaching Level 7. I’ve poured years of real-life experience and professional knowledge into this work—yet the salary often doesn’t match our efforts or our level. Still, I persist.

Unfortunately, some parents raise their eyebrows as if we lack any formal education. It’s true that not every educator has a degree—but many of them have a deep, natural understanding of how to connect with and care for young children. They aren’t simply “watching” the kids. They assist in implementing activity themes, supporting the work of qualified educators, and enriching the children's daily experience.



So when I receive even the smallest token of appreciation, it means the world to me. It’s not about the gift—it’s about being seen. It touches my heart and inspires me to keep giving my best. Every day, I work with love and purpose to help these little ones grow. We do far more than people realize. We support their emotional, physical, cognitive, and social development, one moment at a time.

These little angels depend on us—and we’re here, not just caring for them, but guiding them, inspiring them, and helping shape their future. That is our calling, and it’s a beautiful one.

Thank you, from the bottom of my heart.


 

Monday, 13 December 2021

Family Visit at Biodome Montreal

December 13, 2021 0 Comments


This video was taken last summer when we visited the Biodome of Montreal. My children had a blast experiencing seeing different exotic plants and animals on five different continents in one place. The Biodome of Montreal is a family-oriented place where all different ages can come and comfortably see the beauty of nature. By the way, Biodome is one part of the Montreal Space for Life. This is just like a living museum in Canada.


The sittings were totally different from the first time I visited the Biodome. This time, it is more convenient and beautifully done especially on the side where the penguins are. My children and I love the ice wall. This is where my children love the most especially my daughter. 


There were so much to tell but I want to make it short, this place is awesome, awesome and awesome for the whole family.

Saturday, 11 December 2021

Face to New Beginning!!!

December 11, 2021 0 Comments

Early Childhood Educator in Quebec always faces new challenges everyday especially to those who don't speak French like me, aside from that, the stress we've been facing like dealing with daycare owners, directors, co-workers in addition to the parents who are also ungrateful to us are just too much to handle, but because of the love and dedication for our work, most of the educators tried to live as it is.

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For me, my six years of experience in working daycare is considered very awful or I am foolish? Thinking of the day when I first start working, I was so excited. I promised to do things far more beyond my expectation, of course, I will do my very best. I will apply all the things I learned from school and my own skills. Unfortunately, everything I did was never appreciated. 


When I met the Ministry de la Famille inspector, I remembered, she was asking, "why I accepted the lowest salary offered by my director". My salary back then year 2015 was only $13 which was a salary for a helper. Back in 2015, the inspector told me I am already a highly qualified level 2 educator with a salary of $19 per hour. I told her (inspector) that the director promised me to raise my salary but that never happened. Until I decided to quit after working for two and a half years. 


Funny to add up with this miserable decision, I went back to work with the same daycare after a year because I really needed to have a job as soon as possible to pay my rent and to pay the rest of my bills while I was studying LPN. Then, the worst nightmare had happened between my director and me. I quit again after I was diagnosed with depression. 


Just before the new year, my schoolmate had called me and asked if I wanted to work with her in the daycare where she work. In the following months, I started. During my first day, I encountered uncomfortable questions and comments from my co-workers. All of them asked, "this is your first stage?", "don't mind her she is just stagiaire". I'm like, Wow!!! what a place to work. I deal with a bossy co-worker, I let it slide but it was just too much to handle. 


Recently, just decided to quit for multiple reasons aside from the back problem I suffered during the year of being in the baby class.


Now, here I am!!! facing a new beginning, new environment, new people around me. They are French-speaking yet they are so respectful. They accepted me for who I am. Honestly speaking, I am struggling every day trying to speak French, Google translating so I can communicate a little somehow. I never hear any complaints. 


I finished my 1 month in my new place as a successful one and hoping that I will stay and remain okay in my new workplace.

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