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Thursday, 12 November 2020

YOU MADE ME LIVE AGAIN

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Life was so down for sometime
Without nothing in mind
Happiness seems declined
In this world behind

The heart is been broken
Tears are always falling
Everything seems weakened
Surviving might be lessened.

Right in the dark corner
Saw you standing there
Trying to catch this weary heart
Reviving soul and life restart.

You Made Me Live Again
A broken heart is mending
Love again is reigning
The Rainbow is shining after the rain.


This is a photo slideshow with my own voice singing in the background. Most of the pictures were taken at my previous work during my break time. Sorry for my voice is not good... just trying hard, I love singing though.

MY BELOVED PARENTS

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There were times, I want to blame you
The ways of life I am into
Even though you tried your best, I know
Raising us,  as a good person you do.

Blaming you is not the right thing
I know that in my heart, so I am crying
Deep in my soul, keeps remembering
Sorry for this nasty thought I bring.

Now, that we're far away
I truly missed you, every day
Wishing that I can hug you one day
Kisses and saying I love you, I pray.

Am so thankful, for raising me
To be as tough as I could be
For the rough times, you prepare me
Handling the obstacles made it easy.


💗♥♥♥From the bottom of my heart, I love you and I miss you♥♥♥💗

When I wrote this poem, I was in the middle of difficult times. It was my first six months in Canada and having a non-friendly working environment. This was the time when I ate food from my employer's garbage can. This was the time when I burst into tears while holding the garbage foods in my hands because it was three days already of not eating. This was the time of regret and questioning myself, why I did not obey my father's will to stay home. 

I began to tremble and my heart is sinking into the agony of being an ill-fated individual. So many of what if's flooding through my mind and soul. But what could I do? Before I didn't believe what they say "life is so unfair" but because of my experienced, I believed it. However, life must go on. I still believe in God and trusted him that someday a miracle would happen. When I feel lonely, imagining my father and my mother's happy faces will ease my pain.


Saturday, 17 October 2020

DJ's First Bed

October 17, 2020 0 Comments





First and foremost, sorry for posting my old crap lolz but I do love this and I do not want to lose it. This is a picture of my eldest son’s first bed, who I painted it myself. It was also my husband who built the bed.

My eldest son DJ, loved Lightning Mc Queen and asked us to buy a bed for him when he was 4 years old, unfortunately, the bed was so expensive that I couldn’t afford it. I made a suggestion, a plan, and made it into a reality. Making a customized bed especially for him.

I wished I still had the picture of him while he came from daycare and saw this special creation made by mommy and daddy.

However, I still can imagine the biggest and sweetest smile he gave, a big hugged and kisses. He was jumping and screaming of joy.

A very special memory, I never tired of repeating the same story about his first bed, as he is also proud that mommy and daddy made a customized bed just for him.


The Wonders of Nature Road trip from Montreal to Mont Tremblant

October 17, 2020 0 Comments

 
 
Oct. 10, 2020

My family and I decided to have a road trip to just have fresh air and also our first journey for looking at a place for us to live in. What? I'm dreaming, right? Lol'z....

Well, while sitting at the back of our van I decided to take picture of the amazing view along the road, the beautiful colors of the leaves, indicated that the weather is changed from Summer to Fall. I also realized that changes have a beautiful effect on itself and on every creature on earth.

Looking at the scenery made me wonder how beautiful to live here on earth, although I have so many obstacles in life in an overall view, I am still blessed. God love's me, you, and everybody here on earth. 

This amazing scenery is totally awe, for a very long trip I never been so exhausted, I'm keeping taking pictures hahaha, even my children usually complain because they get bored but they've been occupied also. They took pictures and discussing the beautiful views.


Already a Year?

October 17, 2020 0 Comments

Wow, I set up this blog for my personal thingy, I mean personal blog but I decided to just set aside up until today. Then, I was thinking of to just continue this blog since this is free anyhow from Google, so why not using it.

What else I have to write here? You know, most of the time I am so tired and have nothing in mind except I want to lie down on the bed to relax me back. Yes, my back is really finished. I always feel throbbing pain every day and I am only 44 years old. 

Just so sad, but I have to continue to work hard. I'm a mom of three children and my husband can't help me financially because he is also disabled.

Life is just so hard. I know and I really feel it since the day I born. Well, going back to already a year. Yes, this blog is about my journey and my family. This is not to broadcast the whole family thingy but I just want to share the memorable moments we have with my family back home in the Philippines. This is the only way, I can share my personal journey with my children here in Canada.

Photo credit: The picture is not mine, it belongs to the original creator. The link is attached to the picture. 

Here I am at 44

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August 23, 2020

Heavenly Father gives me another year

What great blessings I have to care

With my love ones who always there

Loving me for who I am and cheers.


Here I am, at 44

Embraces all the obstacles

I knew the ending is impossible

But my heart's desire is incredible.


Life continues as I say

I know the day will come to set me free

Beautiful sunrise and sunrays

Make my humble heart to array.


Thank you, Lord, for all the blessings

for my family, relatives & Friends

For all the world and the people in needs

With all my heart I prayed.

 


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